13 august ’24 (still alive edition)

yay! i haven’t posted much this month but i guess i’m sorta busy with other stuff, which i’m not sure i feel comfy sharing on the blog. maybe in the future!

it’s also that i’ve read that if you have plans or projects you’re working on, and you talk about them, you get same dopamine as if you’ve accomplished them or something, so your brain kinda gets tricked into doing less work. or something like that, idk.

‘nyways, not many things happen in my life. still hot as fuck summer, not much to say.

guess i made a thing. thats a cropped portion of a pic i took a few years ago. added some grain etc… im using it as my wallapaper now. i think its moody and the pink is nice

i had a big brain moment and asked a friend this verbatim.

do i listen to nirvana cuz im in a shitty mood or am i in a shitty mood cuz i listen to nirvana

lmao.

i always appreciate kurt’s everything but i do agree nirvana’s music is a bit… mood dependant? like, i wouldnt listen to that stuff if i was having a great day, y’know? its sort of an angery vessel that can be either very appreciated and relatable or… idk, a bit too heavy.

not saying they don’t have happy songs, but… it’s always visceral, slightly negative, etc… you know what i mean if you listened to nirvana.

so, yeah, thats literally how i feel… ive been trying to listen to other artists, too. like…

(yeah, it’s slowed+reverb, so what? fite me!)

oh, also billie eilish’s “hit me hard and soft” is literally the bets album of 2024 so far, no competition. it’s just soooo good… i have a friend that thinks she’s too melodramatic but what the fuck, i just love her voice so much.

im glad to see the lainchan bread is quite active recently, thats good to see, even if some comments are slightly negative and stuff… meh, who cares, not everything is flowers and roses… wait, is that even a real saying that people use, or did i just make it up?

‘nyways, have a nice week wherever you are. me out.