2024
posted on December 29, 2024
honestly fuck this year. i’ve definitely grown a lot as a person, perhaps not in the most positive directions, but it was still so fucking shitty.
i love math rock. i love shoegaze. i love music. ive found so many cool artists this year. whirr, julie, king crule, joyce manor… the list is way too long.
i’ve tried to be more adult-like and independent. having to be an adult also means being less empathic and doing shit u dont like just to survive.
being an adult also means knowing ppl are faulty, evil, and the vast majority will never truly care about you, it’s only opportunistic. it doesnt mean that its bad, but when you’re an inexperienced kid you think people are like your parents and do things out of the goodness of their heart. some do that, definitely not most.
i dont have many exact plans for 2025. keep working on software, and some other stuff i have going on. which i dont feel comfy sharing online. or with anyone, really. i dont tell those things to anyone.
eh, i think we’ll be alright. or we won’t. i truly think ww3 will happen sometime in my life, unless i accidentally die or i get cancer or some shit. but embracing the suck allows u to enjoy life regardless. i’m from europe so pretty detached from soviet mentality but i like that part of their culture that almost embraces the shittiness as a way to cope with it. or maybe im just an uncultured euro.
anyways, thanks to everyone that read my blog during 2024. i will not stop posting, ever. so if you keep being with me, i’ll be here. wish you a happy new year to all,
anon
it genuinely is. hope they release more material in due time. not rushed but i rly wanna see their progression
sucks that its not better than the skibidi toilet ost. Still waiting for vinyl for the skibidi toilet ost
hard to top 2024's crown jewl