8jul24 (shitty sleep edition)

posted on July 8, 2024

rofl, probably had one of the worst nights in recent memory. went to sleep kinda late, at around 1am, and probably fell asleep around 2:15am. but, i kept waking up again, and again. idk why, it just… happens some nights.

i also suffer from what i think to be intrusive thoughts (since i was a child), which for me are recurrent anxiety-instigating “triggers” (yes, im using that word unironically) that can be spontaneous or due to sensing something that reminds me of it.

anyways, shitty explanation aside, sometimes when i wake up during the night my mind just goes to one of those, and it… kinda sucks, until i manage to fall asleep again (or not)

btw, new monogatari season is out. i guess it… looks aight. haven’t watched it yet, only read about it on /a/. guess looking at the pretty screenshots is enough for now.

they’re still going pretty heavy on the fanservice, which was… the only turnoff for me. am i the weird one? i don’t know, maybe it’s just part of the serie’s charm.