dreaming is free
posted on September 6, 2024
i guess for my entire life i’ve had recurring dreams. sometimes i also get “new” dreams about more recent situations, but… guess it doesnt happen often.
it’s also weird. i usually wake up a few times during sleep, sadly. sometimes i dream a shitton even after 2-3 hours of sleep. like it might seem an eternity in the dream but then i check the phone and i’ve been asleep for just a few hours.
anyways.
im gonna blabber again about shit i’ve probably said a thousand times.
i personally have a lot of dreams about insecurities or situations that scare the fuck out of me.
i don’t particularly hate flying but i’ll often have dreams about being on a plane and an engine exploding or the plane losing control, or something. specifically, when i was a child, while i was on a plane, it took a hugely sharp turn when it was about to land. i mean, i remember pretty much every passenger was freaking out about that. guess it also stuck on me, even if it didnt impact me at the time.
back to the vUlNeRaBiLiTy thing. my parents got divorced like 2-3 years ago and even if i was a grown up adult by then, it really fucked me up. they both took it extremely personal and were malicious all the way trough the separation, and i dont wanna sound like a victim but they really fucked up my life even more than it was before.
early in the separation, we all 3 still lived under the same roof. at the time i was working full remote (it was during covid) on software. there were days where they’d be screaming and breaking stuff around the house while i was trying to work from my room. and they were so mad at each other they didnt even think about me.
no wonder i still get all sorts of shitty dreams/nightmares about me being in that house. especially about my dad.
‘nyways, forgot what the fuck i was writing about. have a nice weekend 🙂
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it's kiki, hai!
i recently dreamed (sounds like i have insomnia lol)
the dream was weird, i was in a house and then a guy comes to rob like 10 MXN which isn't even a dollar btw
then i am mean to them (it was two guys but only one comes first) and they attempt to enter the house and i assume rob sumn more valuable but then sunlight woke me up for whatever reason (it never does)
also i say "the house" bcs it wasnt mine idk why
wanted to share, cya!
pepejam
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hi kiki!
that sounds like a really scary dream... like i said i think our brain searches for our vulnerabilities and stuff and makes us live trough them... maybe i should read more psychology books about dreaming, sounds rly interesting!!
psychology books!? no wonder i'ven't heard of u in a while
tbh i should do that too sounds interesting
heh
heheh not exactly, I just feel really bad recently so I havent been posting...