jun 18 ’24
posted on June 19, 2024
today has been a regular day. except for the bout of depression / bipolarism that i’ve been going trough for this entire week. i played league and shitposted on discord; not much else.
i havent managed to get enough motivation to learn the guitar either, which kinda sucks. i really need ot get started.
i got another 10€ of ice cream, which is always nice. i ate it 3 times.
NOTHING EVER HAPPENS. NOTHING EVER FUCKING HAPPENS.
i mean, its a 4chin meme, but it still holds true. why the fuck do we even do anything anyways, when we’ll all be dead and buried in N years (as for me, probably a small integer)
i discovered /gd/ – graphic design which seems like a cool board. retards as always but the discussion even centers around web design, which is kino.
i’ve been listening to this:
speaking of ice cream, i’ve been binge eating A LOT when im depressed.
IS THERE ANYTHING TO LIFE BUT HEDONISM?
VANITY… EGOISM… upkeep goes up.