yus

posted on September 30, 2024

ive been thinking a bit about a few behaviours i’ve always displayed.

avoidance: when someone pisses me off, i rather avoid/ignore rather than confront them. it’s a natural reaction which is pretty effortless to me because i’m not really attached to anyone. like atm there’s not a single person that would affect me deeply if they disappeared. anyways, i think it’s all very unhealthy for social interactions and im trying to work on it.
angy: i dont really get angry in the sense that i break stuff or do anything physical, but i get really hateful and resentful to people i feel have wronged me. like, way too much. this is also not a healthy reaction since not all, but some things can be worked out or mediated. but being THAT angry makes it impossible.

anyways, blog update v2 too! i added a social experiment (cough cough guestbook) which is a 16×16 grid where you can add your own images and comments and stuff.

anyways, its monday, have a nice week everyone.

anon 2024-09-30 (1:50 pm) No. 123212 reply

I think avoidance can be both good and bad depending on the context, it's good to not freak out and say stupid things of others "Speak ill of no man" but it's also bad to be shut-in
anon 2024-09-30 (2:56 pm) No. 123213 reply

>>123212
yea, it's definitely a double edged sword. because i legit think a lot of issues can be smoothed over by just talking and putting your thoughts into words; obviously not every problem but a decent chunk.

im definitely an overthinker so if you start making up your own reality in your head without external validation it can get out of hands.